Takin' Care of Bizness
Mar. 19th, 2009 11:00 pmGrumpy T has been grumpy, I decided, because work has lately been very stressful and very pressure-rific. That's fine; I like being busy. But if I'm going to come home at 8 every night, worn out and exhausted, I'd like to be making enough money to live on. So I decided I need to ask for a raise.
Tricky, yes, and I know money doesn't make you happy. But I would feel more comfortable if I could 1) afford to eat every day and 2) was acknowledged for my accomplishments. Also, my work lately has consisted mostly of saving other people's bacon, and that is getting old. I'm tired of being the Miracle-Worker. I can only pull so many Hail Marys out of my ass, you know?
Anyway, Bossman preempted me on that front! He sat me down and told me to close the door, and at first I thought I was gonna get canned, but it was good news. He wants to start using our powers for good, not evil, and I am all for that. Bottom line: we're hoping I'll start working on serious interactive projects of our own design instead of being called in on clean up for problem clients. Finally!
So I said, Bossman, is this a good time to ask Big Bossman about money, you think?
And Bossman said yeah, if we can sell these services instead of the old traditional stuff, then I should totes make more coin. Hallelujah! So that's all good news. It's good to know Bossman feels my pain. Though I suppose I haven't exactly been quiet about my recent displeasure. We've been having a sort of passive-aggressive battle of wills, mostly over the fact that he has a new iPhone and I can't afford to buy the $98 G1 from Amazon.
Other things that are happening: the SAGE history project was supposed to get going this month, but none of the elders has volunteered to be interviewed. :[ Whatever! We're just going to infiltrate their cookie-and-coffee meetings and force them to talk to us.
*shoves microphone into an old man's face* TELL ME ABOUT STONEWALL, DAMMIT.
The other men who're working on the project said today that maybe we should write up something regarding our first proto-interview, you know, to give people an idea of what the project is about. I timidly offered to e-mail them the scribblings I'd done in that vein (those of you on the flocked filter have perhaps read this). And the guys just seemed so...amazingly impressed? Like, they said they were certain it was going to be great, because I was great, and everything I did was great. At first I thought they were putting me on (Barry especially is a bit of a sarcastic old sassy) but then I realized they...meant it.
Geez, I'm kind of tearing up. That's so queer of me.
I mean, I didn't think these guys knew me that well. And they certainly haven't ever read any of my work. Except for the notes I take at meetings, which, sure, are very organized and complete. But they just had such faith in me. For no real good reason that I could see except, I guess, maybe, they liked me.
After such a shitty few weeks, that felt really good.
But! Now I have to reread what I wrote after that first interview and maybe clean it up a bit. I'm sure that if they like that direction, we'll need to make some tough decisions about the tone and voice of the individual interviews. I'll have to steel myself for criticism, because I want this project to be the best it can be, and that means working together and fixing flaws I can't see.
*nod nod*
Hey, this has enough writing info to make a case for a writing tag, huh? I will add that.
Night, sweet peaches! You are all lovely, because you all believe in me without ever having met me for the most part, and that's pretty special too.
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Date: 2009-03-20 03:27 am (UTC)I love reading the pieces you share with us..esp, your J/W stuff! yumyum...:)
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Date: 2009-03-20 12:28 pm (UTC)*does a dance of joy*
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Date: 2009-03-20 10:48 pm (UTC)The Lady 529
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